Tuesday, May 31, 2005


Tonight has sucked. The Spurs lost and to top it off I got into another wreck. This time I wasn't the one driving.

Martin's car doesn't look very good. Pain is calling my name and tomorrow I will have quite the bruise from the seatbelt.

Let's hope that everything will be fine. I need to work tomorrow and I'm going to use a my arms a lot.

My biggest worry is hoping that I don't have to go to the hospital tomorrow. I would hate to make Martin pay for the bills. He's one of my best friends. Life sucks.

Kelly: "Victoria isn't being very nice to you."

No it isn't and trust me I want to go back to San Marcos. I don't know if I could stress that anymore.

I hate everything right now.

If I can't swim for a few days because of this I don't know what I'm going to do. Swimming is my "me" time and "get away." Kill me. Please.

Hopefully things will look up for me soon. Hopefully things will really look up for laura too.

Good night, cruel world.

Friday, May 27, 2005


I continue to long for San Marcos. Boredom is the only commodity that is derived from being at home with a computer and internet. I have spent countless hours of my life on that website I mentioned in my last post simply laughing my ass off.

I am honestly and truly awaiting the day that my class starts. It'll give me more to do and make the time go by rapidly.

Losing wieght this summer seems to be harder than it was the last. Two hours at the gym today only seemed like a waste. Four hours of work seemed like a more sophisticated waste than that of the gym tarriance.

In other words, my job sucks. I despise the manager. When I worked at the other sonic, during those agonizing years of high school, I trained her. She ended up staying with the job, got transferred and somehow managed to get promoted.

I guess the only real reason for that is because she put up with their inanity for so long. That bitch is a deplorable worker and she is a very dishonest person. I don't trust her as far as I can throw her. (Let me not forget to mention, thrice she has been with child, now being the third time.) She's my age and I am not sure if she graduated. Oh wait, that's right she dropped out.

I wish that things were going better for Laura.

I just realized that I really need to start budgeting a little bit better. Especially if I want to go back to San Marcos sooner than what was originally intended.


Wednesday, May 25, 2005


The spurs won. That's enough to keep me happy for the time being. Then I got to hear the new Fall Out Boy cd. Yep that was something that is going to keep me happy till I see them at warped tour. Not going to warped tour? You're a pussy then.

Today when I was bored I remembered this website that nick was looking at when he was working the desk one day. Some of the stuff they have on there is hilarious and then there are the things that make you think 'what the fuck...that's sick.'

For example...
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Just plain cool.

To change the subject...
I forgot to tell everyone that I supposedly have some black girl that wants to kick my ass. All I have to say is "bring it on, bitch." You might bring some excitement into my life. Victoria sucks. I think a fight is just what I need. *rolls her eyes* High school students are laaaaaaaaaaame.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005


I woke up this morning with low sugars and a body that won't allow me to move. I have my sugars back under control. Hopefully I can get myself back to the "medicine not necessary" stage again. I think that this is the most sore I have been from working out in a very long time. Yay to having unlimited time to workout.

Going to the gym three times in one day though can kind of be exhausting. No worries. I have yet to become sick in the head to where I live at the gym. You know like the anorexic girl at school that is on the crossramp for 3 hours at a time. I think I have mentioned her before. Maybe something about me wanting to shove a pizza in her face.

The first time I went to the gym yesterday was to bike train and I only did that for 15 minutes. The second time I went was to swim and I only did 1/2 a mile. Then the last time I went was to lift weights which I did for a good hour to an hour and a 1/2.

School will be starting next week and my life should be interesting and busy. The only good thing about that is the summer will go by faster! I miss San Marcos. Work sucks. I hate the environment that I have to work in. High school students just piss me off in general.

Anyway, my dad is going into surgery today. If you aren't religious then keep us in your thoughts. If you are religious that keep us in your prayers. Please. I should be at the hospital for a bit and then I have to get my sibs from school. Peace out.

Monday, May 23, 2005


make for good times. Martin doesn't know this but he saved my life yesterday. I have loathed the fact that I have been here so far, then this weekend happened.

I got to see Jennie and Martin this weekend. Both of which are two of my best friends from high school. The even better part was that I got to see them at the time that I needed them the most. Saturday sucked for me. I saw Jennie that night and I saw Martin last night.

One more thing. I get to see Jason in a couple of weeks. I think I might cry when I see him too. I am the most excited about seeing him more than anything else that I have to look forward to this summer. Well there is also warped tour. Life isn't looking so bad here anymore but I still yearn for San Marcos.

FYI: Don't see the movie House of Wax. If you do you'll regret it and want to shoot yourself. The only thing worth seeing is the way that Paris Hilton dies. It was fucking hilarious and I don't think I stopped laughing for a while.

That is all.

Sunday, May 22, 2005


So some of the bigger things that I hate about Victoria is....

*How most of the people here are doing nothing with their lives. (excluding: the ones outside in college and the ones with steady careers.)

*How there is nothing to do here.

*How since there is nothing to do here people like to instigate and try to get involved with other people's lives.

I lost a friend that way, he always wanted to make things up to start arguments and fights. He was such a loser and a compulsive liar. Hence another reason why I hate liars.

I want back in San Marcos. I miss you. ("you" applying to several people. "You" know who you are.) *blows "you" kisses*

Wednesday, May 18, 2005


This is the life when waking at 7 in the morning.

Drove everyone to where they needed to be.

Went to the park to ride my bike for exercise.

Ran into a girl at the convenient store that I was really good friends with in junior high and only saw around high school. She was behind the counter and pregnant. *shakes her head*

The guy that was stocking the beer also went to high school with me.

Is it wrong to not want to acknowledge them and say, "hi, remember me?"

Maybe they are doing something with their lives. I shouldn't judge by just seeing them. All I have to say is thank God I got out when I had the chance. Nothing can keep me here longer than the summer break. Nothing.

The bike ride was a lot better than the run I had yesterday.

Just registered for summer session I. This summer will hopefully go by fast.

I start work today.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005


I have only been here for a few days and I already want to go back.

I got into a wreck earlier and I was driving my sister's car. My sister was really pissed but she said that these things happen. Regardless I feel terrible. I just wish I would have had two more seconds to brake. It's amazing how much of a difference two seconds can make.

The guy that I hit was an asshole too. He barely had a dent in his bumper and our whole hood was fucked but he didn't give a shit. I hate some of the snobs that live here. In fact I just hate being here.

The guy had pulled up and slammed on his brake making me have to do the same but I didn't have enough time to come a complete stop. I shouldn't try to take the blame off of me because it is technically my fault but I don't think this necessarily means that I am a bad driver.

I just got into a fight with my dad that put me into tears. I don't understand why some people have to be so closed-minded sometimes. It really erks me.

Regardless of this crappy day I am still trying to see some positive things out of today. I talked to my best friend's mom and we are getting lunch sometime this week. So that will be something to look forward to.

Maybe my day wouldn't be so bad if I was in San Marcos. All of my friends are there. No one is here except Daniel and I can't call him because his phone is off. There is Rene but he is most likely working and probably doesn't give a shit. I think I am going to workout, My ego has been shattered for today and working out is the only thing that will make me feel somewhat better.

Monday, May 16, 2005


Here is just a preview of what I have up on photobucket.

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The gang that conquered it all on that day in April, including a concert afterwards. (Nikki and Kenny didn't get there till later but that's the only group pic I have.)

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That's not the only thing laura is good at. She likes the big poles. Those are some powerful thighs. Know what I mean? *winks*

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Those kids are a bunch of monkeys.

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Those girls are two of my new favorite people.

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You can even tell that he's gay when he is doing something that involves being athletic. *shakes her head* Still love him though.

I still have to put the straylight run pictures up. The internet I have here is not as fast as the internet at school. I also think that it has a lot to do with the files being really big, I should've resized them first.

Also, I don't have anymore room in my photobucket so tomorrow I plan on saving all of the pics to a cd and then see which ones will make the cut (the ones that stay for your viewing pleasure.) If you want any of them just know that I will have them saved on a disc.

Good news is that I don't have anything to do tomorrow other than to workout. The other pics should be up then and I will also fix my photobucket. I also have pics from the "move in" party laura had and some other ones from the last few nights in San Marcos. Other than that everything is there.


So I am finally settled in completely not that I am home. I have my internet running so this means I can finally get those pictures up later. I know....I suck. I promised them a long time ago but being an RA sucks when it comes to closing. I was busy like whoa for those last couple of weeks.

I am already having withdrawls of san marcos and everyone in it that I love the most. I honestly hate victoria. It's only a matter of time before I get really depressed. When I get depressed I just workout more. It's not necessarily an unhealthy thing either. I will still eat but I will just workout more.

My weight loss goal for this summer is to lose 20 lbs. Yep. I think it's a reasonable amount too. I went and priced bicycles earlier. I plan on getting one in a couple of weeks. I am going to bike to the park, to my gym, to the college, and anywhere I feel like going at the time. I also plan on keeping up with swimming. Last summer was my "summer of me." This summer will be called the "summer of moi."

Anywho. I need to nap. Pictures will be up later. If they aren't up in photobucket by 10 tonight someone call me and say, "Bitch, get your lazy ass to the computer and put the fucking pictures up." Just like that too. Peace out.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005


Yeah it's nine in the morning. Yeah I'm done with finals. Yeah so is the rest of this freaking campus. Yeah I really want to sleep. Yeah life sucks. Yeah I like to bitch about early mornings. I would like to live a life where I can sleep till I want to wake everyday. Being an RA at closing time is what prevents me from doing that.

My Kelly left on Saturday. *sighs* It's going to be a long summer without her. Kelsea is leaving today. Hopefully time will find us at warped tour. (It will. I don't plan on missing this year. MxPx is on the line-up!) Gabe and Phil left yesterday. Laura will be here all summer, but I won't. If I would have known that everyone would be here this summer (excluding a couple) I would have stayed as a CA.

This morning my mom called at 8. (I hate morning people like her, they want to get everthing done at the ass crack of dawn when I am just going to sleep.) We talked for 40 minutes about a lot of things. She mostly talked about Tammo (her friend from the netherlands), she cried about her brother in the hospital, we talked about my sister (man, is that ever a story), and we talked about the summer.

This summer is not going to be too exciting. I mean it is victoria and Jennie isn't there anymore, only rene and daniel. I expect it to go by faster than last summer though. I am going to be taking classes, working out, training for a marathon, and working. Then I will make my arrival back to San Marcos on August 12th. *nods* Looking forward to it too.

It's already going to be 9:30 and my 9 o'clock hasn't showed. There will be hell to pay. I love being able to charge all sorts of shit to people. I have so much power. muwahaha.

If I would have known how much work being an RA is at closing I would have never promised the pictures. Tomorrow....tomorrow.

Sunday, May 08, 2005


I had an interesting thought on the way back to my dorm about my guilty pleasures. You know those bands/singers that you shouldn't listen to or like but you do once in a blue moon for a fix. I figured that I would blog this just because it would be funny to run across this again sometime in the future.

Ace of Base
Savage Garden
N'Sync - mainly their christmas album and their acapella stuff.
That song by Patrick Swayze..."She's Like the Wind."
Rascal Flatts - Yes they are country.

Call me a dork, call me a loser, but you have your guilty pleasures too. Don't lie to yourself.

Time to study.

Thursday, May 05, 2005


In a conversation about Prince just after 3 in the morning at the Allnighter Diner I was on the verge of tears with all of the laughter.

Liz: Would you have sex with Prince?
Nicole: Oh God! I would let him do -whatever- he wants to me.
Liz: Why? He's so unattractive?
Nicole: What?! He's 5 feet of pure happiness.

She totally said that too and being totally serious and with all sencerity. Ask Kelly.

Later I quoted her saying this...
"He's a God among men."

The best part was that we were already over the Prince conversation. You can only imagine my laughter. I love Nicole though and these are the kind of things that make her who she is. Good times.

Finals suck but delirium brings about interesting conversations.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005


Yes! I made a 97 on my last math test. I didn't have to make any changes to the test either. Even without the extra day to finish I would have still made a 97. Someone should pat me on the back. I am quite proud of myself. Then again it's only math.

This means that all I have to make on my final is a 90 to keep the A. Damn all the technicalities. I really screwed myself this semester. In order to keep my A's I have to make A's. I am so aiming for that 4.0 too. I've only gotten as high as a 3.7 something for a semester GPA but never a 4.0. If I accomplish this at my busiest semester yet I think I could die happy.

So the pictures aren't up yet but I have bigger fish to fry. Lo siento mucho.

Monday, May 02, 2005


Procrastination may not be a good thing but it sure does feel good until you realize that you are fucking yourself. It's almost similar to masturbation. (I could have left that last comment out but oh well.) Only thing is that I had no time to procrastinate at all this semester with two jobs and going to school full time as well as a couple of extra curricular activities. So this really does feel good.

So since I haven't gotten the pics up from last weekend I am going to make a different picture post because I feel like it. That's right because I feel like it.

So here we go...
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Kelly and Kelsea were the only ones to witness this with me but it would have been hilarious if you could actually make out what it says. There was this guy in line at wells fargo with a wallet that said "Mexico". The best part was how the letters were colored like the mexican flag colors.

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I have an interesting life when I work the desk. People bring me ducks and everything.

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Gotta love Austin. West Lake, baby.

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I think kelly won.

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I heart my staff. I heart my staff a lot. w00t!

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What the fuck is AC doing to me? (Just the RAs, baby.)

I fully understand that these pics mean nothing to you but this desk shift is boring and picture posts aren't. I promise I will get the other one up asap.

Sunday, May 01, 2005


I woke up this morning with a phone call and it ended up with me crying. My mom is back at home but now there are bigger issues. Honestly, is it so hard for people to come off of their high horse to just fucking talk things out? Communication is key, my friends, KEY.

Whatever, I am not going to be a part of anyone's pity party anymore. I also don't appreciate being hung up on. I guess that is just a person's way of saying, "I don't want to hear you tell me the truth anymore." I wasn't the one who called you looking for help so you can eat me if you think that you can hang up on me. I will be just fine in my own little world not worrying about you. You ended it, not me.

And that my friends is that. I am so tired of people and all of their shit. Especially when I have no power to care for the situation. However, this summer is going to be interesting. I will miss you. ("You" meaning a lot of people.) Pray that I don't go completely insane.

So the pictures aren't up. Sorry. I haven't found the time. I completely forgot that my brother was coming to see me this weekend so that is where the majority of my yesterday went to. Pictures will be up sometime during dead day when I'm not busy. I would do it today but I have this day designated to all of my finals and group presentations. Lo siento.