Wednesday, March 30, 2005


So when I went to Wal-mart with Phil the other night I finally bought the new Mars Volta CD. It was meant to be. I know I am a little late but that doesn't matter anymore. It was only 8 bucks too. Them fuckers don't know what they are selling.

Shortly after our trip to wally world we went to Gabe's. (He was sick and I bought him some 7up.) He told me, "You better love the fuck out of that cd."

Just to let you know. I do. I don't just love it but I love the fuck out of it.

Saturday, March 26, 2005


Relay for Life is creeping up. I am excited about it but at the same time I don't feel like I have done enough as a team leader. I am turning everything in on monday though for sure.

Kelz and I are going dorm to dorm getting spare change. We rock, kelz. *winks* Last year when we did that in just Jackson we got like over 150 dollars in just change. Hopefully we can get a lot of money so everyone can get shirts. I'm exctied. I love relay for life.

For a while now I have been sitting here at the desk chatting with Nathan on AIM. I should really be doing my homework but he is too funny to pass up a conversation. Ever had that happen?

First we talked about...

N: this girl from the facebook
N: she was all bragging about how she found some guy
N: and then like 3 days later she's all IMing me like
L: haha
N: all distraught
N: cause he told her he was celibate
N: and i guess she couldn't get her penis for the week and was all upset about it
N: she's a dumb bitch. me and my friend nicknamed her crazy's pretty suiting
L: haha
L: crazy girl?
L: that's quite creative, nathan
L: you should call her "screws loose girl"
N: that could be a double meaning
N: lmfao
L: haha
L: so it works!
L: you said yourself that she couldnt get penis so she was upset
N: haha
N: i mean, how do you get upset over someone telling you they're celibate
L: haha i got upset when i found out that this guy i -really- like wants to be a priest
L: but i guess that isnt really the same
L: but i would like to have sex with him
N: well being celibate and being up god's ass are two different things

N: why would anyone volunteer to be a priest
N: i thought that was some kind of punishment for being a prostitute in an ex-life

And then digital cameras...

N: i have this old school digital camera
N: like one of the early HP models
N: it takes shitttty pictures
N: it'll make calista flockheart look like a fatass
N: and if you use the flash, it'll make you look like some 2 dollar whore with a 3 dollar refund

I just wanted to share the hilarity of this conversation with you. You can eat me if you didn't enjoy it. Peace Out.

Thursday, March 24, 2005


So yesterday after they got all of the cell phones, debit machines, and emergency lines fixed I was wondering about how many people died because they couldn't get through to the cops or an ambulence or something. If it wasn't death I wonder if there was anything -really- serious that happened.

I am beginning to think that this could be the end of the world. Dun dun dun! So far this week there have been hostage situations, deers committing suicide, and what happened yesterday with the emergency lines and what not.

My sister called me today. She is having more lesbian drama. I hate her girlfriend. I am hoping that whatever decision my sister makes that it's one that will not include that bitch of hers to be in our lives anymore.

I don't think I told anyone this but I almost had it out with my sister's girlfriend over the break. I would have most likely died if it became a physical fight. That bitch is government property now and marines are crazy. When they go to training most of what they learn is...kill! Kill! KILL!

Anyway, I could have almost died but aren't you glad I didn't? We got into it about how she owes me a lot of money and she won't pay me. I'm sorry but am I not a poor college student who is in dire need of a new digital camera? That's what I thought.

So get this, she tells me, "There's a minimum amount of money I want in my account."

"That's a good story, Shelley, however you need to pay off your debts first. I am sure that a whopping 300 dollars won't put a dent in your account. I used to date a Marine and he had assloads of money when he got out of bootcamp. So you can eat me but not literally because I don't swing that way."

She's such a bitch. What I don't understand is how she can treat my family like so much shit after my parents took her into our home and accepted the fact that my sister had a girlfriend. My parents are far too catholic for that but they are as understanding as possible with -a lot- of help from me.

When my sister moved back in the house my parents didn't even want shelley outside in the driveway. I had to talk them into letting her come over occassionally because she is all that my sister had. So where do I deserve being treated with such disrespect? I am hoping/praying that my sister breaks up with her. No one needs a crazy bitch like her in their lives.

I am going to end my lovely blog here. I don't think that I should ramble anymore. You probably saw how long my post was and said, "Fuck that. It's too long."

Monday, March 21, 2005


So far today I have felt like a retard. Just while I was typing up this paper today for my one o'clock class I tried to spell 'laid' as 'layed' and 'paid' as 'payed'.

I am hoping that this is a common error among many people these days. I would hate to be a statistic but sometimes that's all we can be.

I am not looking forward to dumbing myself down for lunch either. I guess I can remain retarded for the next hour. *rolls eyes* I wish I had lunch with my kelly instead of the ignoramous clan. *shakes fist at one o'clock classes*

In other news. My room is a mess. I slept through my first class this morning. Fall Out Boy was awesome. My camera sucks.

Swimming is all that I am looking forward to today. Oh yeah and Uh-huh Jackson is playing tonight at Gil's for free. Of course I am looking forward to seeing the Uh-huh Hotties. *winks*

Saturday, March 19, 2005


She cried.
My heart dropped.
This sight was for sore eyes.
This sight was beautiful.
It was her time...or his?
Never know the gender.
It didn't matter.
Dodging the cars past the white lines.
Just to see gender's face.
Questioning with fear.
Are you dead?
Repitition would kick in.
Back and forth.
Past the stripes and to the body.
Are you dead?
To the white line and to the edge.
This is really happening.
Back to the body past those stripes.
Are you dead?

On another note.
"Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...we call a tragedy.
Come back to me."

Fuck, why do I still care sometimes?

On one last note.
I found that chapstick that Rene gave me. It made my day....alright it made my minute. Regardless, it was still cool.

Saturday, March 12, 2005


I have now officially been up for 22 hours straight. Yikes! I don't know how it is that I am still able to function. I do know why I have the drive to though. My cousin Paco has a lot of CDs that I -need- to add to my music library. So yes...that is what I am doing as of right now other than blogging.

I think and I hope that I did really well on my calculus and communications test yesterday. I studied my ass off for my communications test. I think it was a total of 7 or 8 hours worth of studying. I woke up to study for my calculus one at 5 in the morning yesterday. Really I studied for only 3 hours for that one though. I am hoping that it paid off. I felt pretty confident when I turned my test in. Midterms suck but thank God they are over with.

In just 6 hours or so I should be back in Victoria and I get to see my boys. Rene has already made plans with me so that is something to look forward to I guess. Daniel is a pain sometimes. He doesn't have his phone on right now so it's going to be hard to know what he is doing at times. *shrugs* I can get over it.

I plan on staying on my diet and swimming a lot while I'm home. Wish me luck. Being home is the worst part of being on a diet. Mexican food is -so- not accommodating to diets.

If I don't find a way to you all or get to update have a good and safe spring break! *muah* Toodles.

Thursday, March 10, 2005


I have no doubt in my mind that I made a 100 on my quiz in calculus today. Then again (with math) I always say something like that and come to find out I end up making small errors all over the place. It happens all the time.

Yesterday I went swimming. It was the best that I have ever done when swimming laps. It was probably my biggest accomplishment this week. I did 40 laps (just over 1/2 a mile) non-stop in 33 minutes. w00t! It usually takes me 42 minutes at 36 laps (1/2 a mile) every other time I go swimming.

I think that I was taking too many breaks for too long of a period. I guess that would explain a lot about me not losing weight for that long peroid of time. I wasn't keeping my heart rate up and steady I was letting it drop by taking unnecessary breaks. *shrugs* Shit happens.

Sorry, I will stop with all of the healthy talk. I'm simply one of those people that has to remind myself of these things to keep up the motivation. It helps a lot when I get compliments on it too. That is the shit that keeps up the drive.

Alright so for that past hour and a half or so I have been studying my ass off for this Communications Exam that I have tomorrow. I -need- to make an A on it or I am going to be very disappointed in myself. My Political Science class is soooo freaking easy and there is no reason that I should have made that C. That is going to haunt me till the next test when I get to redeem myself.

Professors that give tests on the day before spring break starts are evil. It's all a conspiracy. I have two tests tomorrow. Calculus won't be too bad. I think I will just wake up early and review for that one. As for this Communications one I don't even know why I am still blogging. *thinks to herself* Oh yeah because blogging is awesome. Alright, the books are calling.

*the book speaks* Liiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzz! Liiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzz! Stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuudddddddddddyyyyyyyy!

Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005


So I made a C on the political science test I took on Monday. *hangs her head in shame* This means that I can't fuck around anymore. No more half ass studying and no more boys. I should have known better. I just couldn't make myself study for it. I really didn't care for some reason. I have been in a really weird mood about some things lately.

Also Calculus is getting the best of me and I am still making a Low A/High B in there. It's because of all the damn homework that I am missing and not doing. I have a 100 average on Quizzes, A 99 for my test average, a 92 for labs, and like a 68 or 70 for homework. *shakes her head* Geez. I need to get my shit together.

It's a good thing that I am making As in my other two classes. I am going to have to work my ass of to keep it up in one of them too. I have two tests on Friday and I -really- can't wait to get them over with. This break is much needed.

Later when I get my paper work done I am going to tell you what happened. It involves fucking residents and their fucking golf balls. It also involves me being woken up at 5:30 in the freaking morning! *shakes her fist* Oh yeah today is definitely going to be a -great- day!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005


This is one of those posts that is specifically for the purpose of rubbing something in your face. As an RA I get to register early. *nods* This job is great.

I would probably be able to register early if my GPA was just a little higher but now that doesn't matter. Details. *grins*

Don't hate. I love you.

Monday, March 07, 2005


Bring me to this...

Have you ever?

(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the same sex (It wasn't a make-out session though.)
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted (don't hate, I was a kid.)
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from your job (Signs and what not.)
( ) celebrated New Years in Time Square
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(x) slept with a co-worker (I actually dated him for a while though.)
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die (symbolically)
( ) been to Africa
(x) Slapped someone you love
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (Not all of it though)
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire.
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding/skiing
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
(x) had sexual intercourse
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
( ) intentionally burned oneself
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) went to a prom
( ) Bungee jumped (I really really want to though)
(x) have been to a pop concert
( ) have dated someone for a year or more.
( ) sold naked pictures of yourself
(x) been in a car accident
(x Slept in the nude
(x) eaten cheesecake
( ) had jury duty
(x) hated someone without knowing them.
( ) been to Maine
( ) shot a real gun
( ) had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(x) made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
(x) done ecstasy
( ) gotten my ass kicked
( ) been caught smoking
( ) milked a cow
(x) got in a verbal fight
( ) cheated on someone
(x) lied one time in this survey
( ) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
( ) Done something with a bf/gf's sibling
( ) Committed a major crime
(x) Dated someone older than you are
(x) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
( ) ran away
(x) Ever given someone a hicky
(x) Ever gotten a hicky (*looks down* I hope it goes away soon.)
(x) Ever got super drunk
( ) Went skinny dipping
(x) Lied about where you're going
( ) Ever lied about your age
( ) Ever been pantsed
( ) Had mono
(x) Beer bonged
( ) Got into a physical fight w/ a parent

When was your...?

last kiss: On the lips - Thursday. In the shoulder area - last night.
last cigarette: wow. Forever and a decade ago.
last good cry: A week ago?
last movie seen in a theatre: In Good Company

last cuss word uttered: Shit.
last beverage drank:'s always water.
last food consumed: Soup. (Still sick.)
last phone call: Daniel.
last tv show watched: Viva La Bam
last shoes worn: My pink and blue roos.
last cd played: Bright Eyes
last item bought: Taste of China?
last thing downloaded: A picture.
last annoyance: Kelly being forgetfull today.
last disappointment: Chris not answering his phone.
last soda drank: Oh man. What's soda?
last ice cream eaten: Can't remember because it's been so long.
last amused: When I talked to Jennie on the phone.
last time hugged: A few hours ago by Chris.
last shirt worn: Brand New (yes, the band)
last time dancing: Last time Uh-Huh Jackson played at Battle of the Bands. (I've been sick.)

What were you doing...?

1 MINUTE AGO: This survey.

1 HOUR AGO: Studying.
1 DAY AGO: At the Vatos Locos Party.
1.What do you most like about your body? My face.
2. And least? Stomach.
3. How many fillings do you have? I think maybe 4?
4. Do you think you're good looking? Not at this moment.
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? Occasionally.

First job: Siesta as a bus girl.
First screen name: lizzygurl730
First funeral: My great great grandma.
First pet: My dog Sweetheart.
First piercing: Ears.
First Kiss: Brandon.
First Kiss that mattered: Josh.
First love: What's that?
First True Love: Huh?
First Heartbreak: Gabe.
First car: A piece of shit.
First Home: I don't remember.
First Bike: 12 speed mountain bike.

Thursday, March 03, 2005


I am freaking loving life right now. It's just the little things that make me happy I guess. I love my living situation, (even though I would still like to be right across the hall from my kelly) it's great. I like the people that I work with too.

My hall director calls me "Kiddo." For some reason I like it when she does that. I guess that part of it is that I am the youngest on the staff and that I (other than Tay) am the newest RA and have many things to learn.

Nicholas (Nick) is just freaking hilarious, not to mention that he is just so darn cute. He has taken a liking to my new phone too. Everytime that he sees it he will pick it up, slide it open, act like he is talking to someone and say, "Morpheous?" I guess it's one of those guess you had to be there situations but I don't care. I want to be able to read this blog in a few years and say, "Holy shit, I remember when he used to do that!" and then laugh my ass off.

The other day he was making fun of his name tag that was provided to us by the wonderful Residence Life of Texas State University. (yep there was an undertone there) Speaking of which...*looks down*...shit. I forgot to wear that damn name tag thing again. *shrugs* Anyway, Nick was talking about how his name tag was missing the 'h' and his name was spelled Nicolas instead of Nicholas. Then he said, "They forogt the 'h'. Man, I love the 'h'." We were all cracking up. Man, just watching that kid talk is hilarious. He is good people to be around.

So I have overcome the plague. I still have a cough but I can actually talk. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be and thank God too. Yesterday I was at my worst. Thank you, Kelly for the cough drops and soup. Thank you, Alex for Beowulf, though I am currently reading two other books and won't be reading that one anytime soon considering that I've already read it. Thank you, Chris for keeping me company. Thanks to everyone else for the "get well" wishes.

So I am getting really pissy about calculus. I made a 99 on the first test but I am making a low A/high B because I have missed one Lab, and two homework assignments and I've been getting really low grades on homework. My quiz average is 100 but I am so pissed with the way that they grade the homework. I always get points taken off for stupid things. Like I can't write on the back or I forget to write the "therefore" marks though I still prove the equation. My prof can eat me. I won't let her bring me down!

Vatos Locos Party in 2 days, bitches. I'm so stoked. *grins*


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Wednesday, March 02, 2005


Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.
Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Tuesday, March 01, 2005


I finally posted the pictures from this weekend as well as the pictures that I took when I was messing with my new digital camera. While I was going through my first photobucket, I saw something that was interesting.

This isn't even about bragging it's me being really fucking excited that I can see a difference. This is the kind of thing that will keep my motivation up. I guess that's most of the reason that I am doing this. Motivation is a great thing, my friends.

This is a pic of Shawn and Me almost a full year ago.

This is a pic of me and him from just this past saturday.

I had to resize these so that's why there are two of them in my photobucket. Yep he is adorable.

You can tell that I've lost weight. It's not too much of a difference but it is an accomplishment. Had I stayed on my diet last semester there are possiblites that I would look even better than this. *shrugs* Oh well, at least I am doing it now and speaking of accomplishments, my health is so much better now than what it was. w00t! No insulin shots for me after all.

I heart you guys. I heart you a lot.

-The Mindfuck.